risk taker?

i take back my word where i once said that im a risk taker, finally I've realize dozens things that I fear beyond my nightmares. Most of my fear stays in silence and didnt get a chance to be discovered, my fears start with my past and future. Im hoping the statement of the past should stay dead will be true for me, but no. My past keep haunting me, I barely can get rid of it. How about my fears in the future? well, it scared me to death.

-XOXO